Things about my impending future that peeves me

I am frustrated at my pathetic life. I am deprived of a good father, riches, and talents and wit that could elevate me to go. There are kids who got less, yes, but I am gritting my teeth against unfair faith as I analyze my cards and find myself in a disadvantage of the contest to become the best person ever. But how does one get to the world when one is her older sisters nanny, her little sister’s governess, and her twin sister’s lowly psychiatrist? Holy shit. Can anyone give some life advice, please?